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Coldplay《Yellow》

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah, they were all Yellow.

I came along,
I wrote a song for you,
And all the things you do,
And it was called Yellow.

So then I took my turn,
Oh what a thing to have done,
And it was all Yellow.

Your skin
Oh yeah, your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
You know, you know I love you so,
You know I love you so.

I swam across,
I jumped across for you,
Oh what a thing to do.
Cos you were all Yellow,
I drew a line,
I drew a line for you,
Oh what a thing to do,
And it was all Yellow.

Your skin,
Oh yeah your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
And you know,
For you I'd bleed myself dry,
For you I'd bleed myself dry.

It's true,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for,

Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine.
Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And all the things that you do .

August 03

Tracy Chapman《In the dark》


Make me fumble
Make me fall
Make my heart stop and start
To tremble uncontrollably
Let my eyes see fear make desire
Keep those who long apart
Forbid the kiss
And leave us innocent
Of the things some do in the dark
The things some do in the dark
The things some do in the dark
Make me remember
Make me forget
Make my mind unable
To force the body to do its will
Let it be right for belief and denial
To share a space in the heart and leave us only to imagine
About the things some do in the dark
The things some do in the dark
The things some do in the dark
Make me pretend
Make me expect
Things can go and come to pass
Without trial or tribulation
Let this life space and time
Leave my body with permanent marks
Faded scars and lines
But not a single impression
Of the things some do in the dark
The things some do in the dark
The things some do in the dark
Let me be tempted
Let me be torn
But make my thoughts pure and not
Morally corrupt in form
Let us sleep tonight
Let innocence lie in our dreams and secret hearts
With burning desire
A need to know and do
The things some do in the dark
The things some do in the dark
The things some do in the dark

July 30

杨德昌《牯岭街少年杀人事件》


小四(拥抱着小翠):小翠,我们可以好好在一起吗?我也许可以带给你一种安慰的感觉。你是不是也有这种感觉?
小翠(慢慢推开他):你很认真呐?你不是一直都有点瞧不起我吗?
小四:其实......
小翠:你是不是现在很想改变我?你想把我当生物实验课啊?你好像有很多大道理诶。我这样子天天都很自在,而你呢?如果我不改呢?如果我不照你的想法去做,你是不是就不理我了?你好自私诶,你凭什么啊?(转身走开)
小四(对小翠走远的背影):小翠,我没有恶意......

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好电影,将近四个小时的好电影,过瘾;5年以后的《麻将》好但没有那么好,时间也只有近一半。多么贴心的导演啊。

《麻将》里马特拉寄住在纶纶家,纶纶每天晚上回家给马特拉买煎饼(?)吃,是在一个夜市拍的实景。影片最后,纶纶跑到街上找马特拉,路过煎饼摊的时候,老板娘死死盯着他看,简直有点含情脉脉——大概是同一个晚上拍了好几遍,做了她不少生意,她不明就里,以为这孩子多爱吃她的饼呢。

July 27

Tracy Chapman《Cold feet》

 
There was a little boy once upon a time
Who in spite of his young age and small size knew his mind
For every copper penny and clover he would find
Make a wish for better days the end of hard times
For no more cold feet
Cold cold cold cold feet
 
His clothes were always clean
His face was always scrubbed
There was food on the table enough to fill him up
His house was full of life - His house was full of love
But when winter days arrived
There was never money enough to shod his cold feet
Cold cold cold cold feet
 
He grew up to be a worker determined to succeed
He made a life for himself, free from worldly wants or needs
But with nobody to share the life he'd made
No body to keep him warm at night
When he'd go to sleep he'd sleep alone with his cold feet
Cold cold cold cold feet
 
One night he walked the street looking to the heaven's above
Searching for a shooting star a benevolent God
When a woman passing by brushed his arm
He turned and found love
He then wished for the courage to ask this stranger
Who she was to not have cold feet
Cold cold cold cold feet
 
He thought she'd like the party life and want the finer things
So he promised more than he could buy
And he promised her the sun and moon to not have cold feet
Cold cold cold cold feet
 
He worked day and night his fingers to the bone
Hi worried mind guilty conscience drive him on
He can't give her what she needs
He wants to give her what he thinks she wants
Her sad-eyed face, his empty pockets drive him on and his cold feet
Cold cold cold cold feet
 
He'd struggled all his life to be an honest man
Proud that the dirt on his palms was the soil of the land
But some guys he knew from high school days
Said they had a plan to get rich quick
And they could count him in if he don't have cold feet
Cold cold cold cold feet
 
He thought about their offer accepted it without qualms
Dreamt about the life he'd buy
The comfort that would come without cold feet
Cold cold cold cold feet
 
He decided to tell his wife things would soon turn around
He said the little boy is dead
A man stands with you now without cold feet
Cold cold cold cold feet
Without cold feet
Cold cold cold cold feet
 
He thought he'd set his clock right, He though he'd read his watch
He left in such a hurry he didn't think to wish for luck
Makes no difference if you're early, No difference if you're late
When you're out of time, The flowers have been laid
You're six feet underground
With cold feet
Cold cold cold cold feet
 
 

《隔壁的山田君》

shantian

温馨诙谐的家庭喜剧——用这么平庸的句子评价一部不平庸的动画片,很有些对不住它。全片串接若干个小故事,看得出四格漫画的痕迹,衔接却很自然。常有惊人之论的奶奶、平凡普通并偶尔为此黯然神伤的阿隆、万事迷糊却耍小聪明让人代劳家务的妈妈、总在错误的时间说正确的话的青春期儿子,还有并不是看上去那么简单(画得的确很简单!)的小女儿野野子;一家人热热闹闹嘻嘻哈哈的走过来,又远去。画面看似逸笔草草,可镜头运用、人物表情动作却是一丝不苟(看看超市里跟妈妈走散的木村俊雄),煞是耐看。

影片开头和结尾各安排了一段婚礼致词。第一段是在阿隆自己的婚礼上,一位老太太慢吞吞地说了半天,都是些比她自己还要老的话,在这种大喜的日子念一遍,虽够不上绕梁三日,也称得起百听不厌。第二段是在十几年之后,阿隆紧紧张张磕磕巴巴预备为另一对新人祝福;因为老婆递错了提示的纸条,悲愤的阿隆只能用“人生充满了意外......”来开头。十几年甘苦交加的婚姻生活,几十年如一日稀里糊涂的老婆,成就了阿隆那一刻的精彩:“人生无奈,不必介怀”。

July 22

鲍尔吉·原野《萨如拉》(节选)

 
     我无论做什么,身旁总有萨如拉目光的追随。一旦定睛与她对视,她反而不好意思了,撩起破裙子遮脸,只露出眼睛热烈地望你。她的嘴,一定在破裙子里大笑着。
     萨如拉是我堂妹格日勒的孩子,只五、六岁。
     虽然萨如拉学着大人的腔调厉声喝狗,以砖头勇敢地砍别家觅食的猪,敏捷地翻墙摘豆角,但你看她时,还是要羞涩。
     她还不知道为自己家里的一贫如洗而难堪,她腿肚上久不洗濯而形成的黑渍,那件颜色褪到无以名之程度的裙子,都没有使她感到不妥。
     当我用眼光抓她时,萨如拉先“哦”地尖叫一下,惊慌而幸福,然后两脚蹬地、弯腰架臂,准备跑。
     有一次,我对着架上的豆角秧假装自语说:“萨如拉老是跑,肉都是竖丝,蘸酱油肯定好吃。”
     我的声音不大,但已被蹲在外屋洗小手绢的萨如拉听到了,警惕地直腰观察左右,然后偷着把酱油瓶藏起来了。
 
     萨如拉爱洗小手绢,这一点已引起众人的议论。她一有空就用肥皂洗那个带小鸭子图案的手绢,扯在手上飞跑一圈,已干了,然后塞到鼻子下面,嗅阳光与肥皂的气味。
     她一洗手绢,就要唱歌。其嗓子之嘹亮为整个家族所首肯。在我们的八度之上,她仍能唱两个八度,从容婉转,像鸟儿在云层里翻飞:
    “弥漫着白雾的鄂托克西边,
     牵连着我心中的愿望,
     真想和他见上一面啊……”
     这是一天午睡时,萨如拉在窗下所唱。我静静地听,间或还有清水撩拨的声音,她又洗手绢了。
     我坐起来往外看,见到她母亲格日勒对着我笑,大手大脚的,衣服后背让汗打透了。我们来到之后,亲友们轮流杀羊请客。我这个堂妹也随着大拨人马,找个不引人注意的地方,拣一块骨头啃着吃。她没有羊,请不起我们,惭愧着。仿佛对不起我媳妇送她的鲜艳裙子。
     但是,当她发现我注意并赞赏小萨如拉的所作所为时,就非常高兴,如同送给我的独一无二的礼物。
 
     萨如拉的确是独一无二的。
 
 
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蒙古族作家鲍尔吉·原野,写草原雄阔,写蒙人真挚,写造化无情。
(这个是张晓风的书评,比我说得好多了:“我读其文,如入其乡,如登其堂,和每一个居民把臂交谈,看见他们的泪痕,辨听他们的低喟,并且感受草原一路吹来的万里长风。鲍尔吉·原野写活了他所身属的原野。”不过... ...张晓风是谁?)

我最喜欢的还是鲍尔吉·原野写自家亲戚小孩儿。我们乐见孩子身上那些真挚善良,印证了我们还没有失去。
节选一段《萨如拉》,希望不算侵权——至少看在访问量几乎为零的份上。
 
 
 
July 17

Tracy Chapman《Telling stories》

 
There is fiction in the space between
The lines on your page of memories
Write it down but it doesn't mean
You're not just telling stories
There is fiction in the space between
You and reality
You will do and say anything
To make your everyday life
Seem less mundane
There is fiction in the space between
You and me
There's a science fiction in the space between
You and me
A fabrication of a grand scheme
Where I am the scary monster
I eat the city and as I leave the scene
In my spaceship I am laughing
In your remembrance of your bad dream
There's no one but you standing
Leave the pity and the blame
For the ones who do not speak
You write the words to get respect and compassion
And for posterity
You write the words and make believe
There is truth in the space between
There is fiction in the space between
You and everybody
Give us all what we need
Give us one more sad sordid story
But in the fiction of the space between
Sometimes a lie is the best thing
Sometimes a lie is the best thing
The best thing
Is the best thing
 
July 10

Tracy Chapman《Give me one reason》

 
Give me one reason to stay here - and I'll turn right back around
Give me one reason to stay here - and I'll turn right back around
Because I don't want leave you lonely
But you got to make me change my mind *

Baby I got your number and I know that you got mine
But you know that I called you, I called too many times
You can call me baby, you can call me anytime
But you got to call me

repeat *

I don't want no one to squeeze me - they might take away my life
I don't want no one to squeeze me - they might take away my life
I just want someone to hold me and rock me through the night

This youthful heart can love you and give you what you need
This youthful heart can love you and give you what you need
But I'm too old to go chasing you around
Wasting my precious energy

repeat *

Baby just give me one reason - Give me just one reason why
Baby just give me one reason - Give me just one reason why I should stay
Because I told you that I loved you
And there ain't no more to say
 
 
 
July 05

Tracy Chapman《Talkin' about a revolution》

 
Don't you know
They're talkin' about a revolution
It sounds like a whisper
Don't you know
They're talkin' about a revolution
It sounds like a whisper
While they're standing in the welfare lines
Crying at the doorsteps of those armies of salvation
Wasting time in the unemployment lines
Sitting around waiting for a promoiton

Poor people gonna rise up
And get their share
Poor people gonna rise up
And take what's theirs

Don't you know
You better run,run,run...
Oh I said you better
Run,run,run...

Finally the tables are starting to turn
Talkin'bout a revolution
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Tracy Chapman 是我最喜欢的歌手。
90年代的《正大综艺》里播过《Give me one reason》的mtv,一脑袋小辫子的黑人,声音样貌都辨不出男女来,可是那嗓子,金属一样。
她的首张专辑就拿了当年格莱美很有份量的三个奖项,并获邀参加曼德拉致敬演唱会、Bob Dylan 30年纪念演唱会、Bob Marley致敬演唱会,都算是不小的荣耀。不过有评论说“她的歌曲在一定程度上影响了美国政治改革的进程”,作为一个艺术家,了不起。
讽刺的是,作为外国人,我们大多听听旋律节奏,给这些注入灵魂和力量的歌词对我们而言只是无语意的音节。
无论如何,希望你也喜欢。
 
 
June 29

童安格《无泪有伤》

 
词:姚若龙曲:童安格
季节是流浪的人
总在来去间失落青春
生活让人奔忙
谁要听梦想
所谓成熟是学会隐藏

回忆是念旧的人
想努力留住永远的真
对未来越迷惘
越依恋过往
所谓沧桑是无泪有伤
 
 

find you, keep myself

 
那句话是这么说的:finder's keeper,loser's weeper.
 
 
May 28

《暗杀卡斯特罗的638种方法》

 
剪接有趣,近乎恶作剧的一部记录片,讲述半个世纪中美国与古巴两国情报部门暗中较劲,就要不要让卡斯特罗同志尽早见到马克思这个问题争执不下、讨价还价的冗长过程。形形色色政治人物登场、开口、讲话......历史不容易有公论,有时候只把共论拿来充数。无论卡斯特罗该不该死——无论是在物理上被对手消灭,还是在精神上被追随者活埋——50年来,从来不乏无辜者的鲜血残肢。
 
 
May 23

维托里奥.德.西卡《米兰奇迹》

 
托托是个单纯善良的人,他认为世上所有的人都是这样——真要命。
要让他成为一部电影的主人公并且毫发无损地走向一个美好的结局,你知道,非得有奇迹发生才可以。
《米兰奇迹》,交织幻想与真挚,妙趣横生,值得看了又看。
嗯,我的原则是尽量不透露剧情,越好的片子越是一个字都不说。因为怕告诉你的越多,剥夺你的也越多。
本片虽不像《偷自行车的人》(同一位导演)那样悲天悯人,可要靠“奇迹”才能逃开的现实,必也残酷。
 
 
May 17

Beyond《农民》

 
词:刘卓辉  曲:黄家驹
 
忘掉远方是否可有出路
忘掉夜里月黑风高
踏雪过山双脚虽渐老
但靠两手一切达到
见面再喝到了熏醉
风雨中细说到心里
是与非过眼似烟吹
笑泪渗进了老井里
上路对唱过客乡里
春与秋撒满了希冀
夏与冬看透了生死
世代辈辈永远紧记

忘掉世间万千广阔土地
忘掉命里是否悲与喜
雾里看花一生走万里
但已了解不变道理
见面再喝到了熏醉
风雨中细说到心里
是与非过眼似烟吹
笑泪渗进了老井里
上路对唱过客乡里
春与秋撒满了希冀
夏与冬看透了生死
世代辈辈永远紧记
一天加一天
每分耕种汗与血
粒粒皆辛酸
永不改变
人定胜天
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黄家驹去世那年,我还在上高中。放学回家,我一个同学告诉我黄家驹死了,“可惜,一个天才啊”,他说,夕阳下他眼里居然有泪光。我见了心里一震,暗自惭愧我并不怎么喜欢Beyond。
 
记着看过一个黄(上)雨(下)沾的访谈,他说普通话是四声,粤语是九音,所以粤语的抑扬顿挫更丰富多变,粤语歌词也更难写一些。
好像真是这个道理,粤语歌词改国语唱,唱念总显得浅陋。
 
且听他一字一句顿挫念来。希望他的离开,是我们所不理解的一种被眷顾,被保护。
 
 
 
May 15

start it over

 
风在树顶走了一夜。脚下的树叶鼓噪喧哗,像海浪叹息着近了又退:
“有意义吧!”“无意义吗?”
“有意!?”“无意?”
“有?”......
末了一个细小的声音传来:“—— 装!”

这一段时间颇忙,上班下班干活加班,闷了倒也翻书看碟,可既无章法,也就全无心得。
猛一抬头,07年若无其事,预备着翻身,要拿屁股对人了。
 
而我,三十一岁,前天吃坏了肚子。
 
 
April 10

lomolomo

红色那张ps过,原来的对比度太低,发灰。
April 09

赵传《唱不完的情 唱不完的爱》

 
词曲:王文清
 
眼泪再次滑落到胸口
我傻乎乎地看着自己脚下的影子难过
爱情似海深
爱你的心渺小得比天还大
天长地久的话最好不要谈分手
唱不完的情唱不完的爱一首接一首
一个平凡的男孩想要告诉他的爱人
我还有一点点温柔
我站得比山还高
是因为要看清楚你离我多远
我的心在痛我的泪在流
你不要离开太久
从花开到花谢的结果
你可不要忘了我
很多伤心的镜头
在触景生情以后
怀念一些日子以后
会多了不可痊愈的心痛
 
 
March 29

天道酬懒

连着两天晚起,都能赶上公车;倒是之前起大早赶晚集,常常要打的。
很久不更新,也没有人说;总以为自己坦白得彻底,原来是自言自语,自娱自乐。
所谓自己的世界,不过是个角落。
March 23

The Beatles《Yesterday》

Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks like they're here to stay
Oh, I believe in yesterday
Suddenly, I'm not half the man I used to be,
There's a shadow hanging over me
Oh, yesterday came so suddenly
Why she had to go I don't know she wouldn't say
I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday
Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play
Now I need a place to hide away
Oh, I believe in yesterday
Why she had to go I don't know she wouldn't say
I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday
Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play
Now I need a place to hide away
Oh, I believe in yesterday
Mm mm mm mm mm mm mm
 
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《美国往事》插曲。“面条”少年服刑。出狱那天,已经中年的他怅惘对镜。 响起这首歌。
March 20

Eric Clapton《I shot the sheriff》


I shot the sheriff, but I did not shoot the deputy.
I shot the sheriff, but I did not shoot the deputy.

All around in my home town
They're trying to track me down.
They say they want to bring me in guilty
For the killing of a deputy,
For the life of a deputy.
But I say:

I shot the sheriff, but I swear it was in self-defense.
I shot the sheriff, and they say it is a capital offense.

Sheriff John Brown always hated me;
For what I don't know.
Every time that I plant a seed
He said, "Kill it before it grows."
He said, "Kill it before it grows."
I say:

I shot the sheriff, but I swear it was in self-defense.
I shot the sheriff, but I swear it was in self-defense.

Freedom came my way one day
And I started out of town.
All of a sudden I see sheriff John Brown
Aiming to shoot me down.
So I shot, I shot him down.
I say:

I shot the sheriff, but I did not shoot the deputy.
I shot the sheriff, but I did not shoot the deputy.

Reflexes got the better of me
And what is to be must be.
Every day the bucket goes to the well,
But one day the bottom will drop out,
Yes, one day the bottom will drop out.
But I say:

I shot the sheriff, but I did not shoot the deputy, oh no.
I shot the sheriff, but I did not shoot the deputy, oh no.
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翻唱自Bob Marley的作品。
 
 
March 16

四 八

 
     三      心      二      意      顾      此      失      彼
 
     半      途      而      废      事      与      愿      违
 
     入      不      敷      出      相      形      见      绌
 
     进      退      两      难      左      顾      右      盼 
 

杨乃文《证据》

 
作词:林暐哲  作曲:陈绮贞  编曲:monster

为什么不相信我
为什么要怀疑我
一个不小心眼神的交错
被当作乱放电的诱惑
我双鱼为什么天蝎要恨我

难道都是我的错
我该生气还难过
一杯被当做证据的红酒
换来的咒骂喋喋不休
(换来的耳语喋喋不休)
你骂的还不够吗
 
我要飞走我要自由
我要用最温柔的复仇
(我要用最温柔的刑求)
让你一无所有
让你在说我的时候
(让你在说谎的时候)
很有理却会心痛
(想到我会很心痛)
 
我已经不会难过
没有什么好难过
就当我的爱掉进了黑洞
做过的梦是一阵旋涡
没了你才有出口
 
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“你骂的还不够吗”——我一直听成“你妈的 还不够吗”。和着曲子,就数这句带着劲,力气大到能把人一把推开,居然不对!
误会被澄清,是多么没劲的一件事啊。
 
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